I always believed that “ EYES ARE THE WINDOWS TO THE SOUL”, but i never practically applied that in real life. I ignored many things, many intuitions but today i realised as i looked him directly in the eyes, i have seen the amount of hate, the intensity of hate ; never ever was there that amount of love that i have seen. Even when we are doing it, his eyes are always closed as if he is imagining someone else as i used to thought, but upon seeing his eyes from last few days i am realising that with that amount of hate nobody can love anybody. In the end, all the love i have imagined he had for me was all in my head.
To be honest, it is quite sad to see this, feel this. but i guess that is how life works. you are always expected to control this or control that. Everybody talks about “ go with flow” but when the flow is irrigating their land or providing them with drinking water then, it’s okay but due to climate change if it’s turning violent, nobody wants to act on their mistakes , they just want to blame the flow. I guess, thats how we humans work in the end. But i guess, now its the time for me to move past all these things and work on myself , because nobody wants “ the broken you” and you dont need the broken version of anybody ( Harsh but true )
Yes, I do the overthinking, i know that but i overlove as as well, pushing my boundaries for the people i love but iguess thats not important as it is important to restraint yourself. Everybody’s talking big, highly of all the human emotions but nobody wants to talk about the reasons, the depth, nothing.
PEOPLE VALUE THE FREQUENCY THAT THEY CAN HANDLE, BUT IF THEY FIND SOMETHING SUPERIOR THEY’LL TRY TO BREAK IT, BEAUSE OTHERWISE THEY’LL FEEL INFERIOR.
So , always try to protect your frequency rather than trying to lower it or upheaveling the ashes of something that has long been gone. someday, someone will match your vibes and then, you’ll be able to feel heard, understood but most importantly “ SEEN “ for who you really are. Someone will go deep trying to find the reasons for the way you have been hurt in the past and will try to heal you, support you and will love you rather than going for shallow depths of you and judging you for your behaviour and always telling you to change yourself because this behaviour isn’t set for society.
someday someone will definitely say “ I WILL LOVE YOU EVEN WHEN YOU ARE NOT YOUNG AND BEAUTIFUL , EVEN WHEN YOU GOT NOTHING BUT YOUR ACHING SOUL”
Even if someone is not going to say this to you, you can say this to you in front of the mirror.
but love yourself as much as possible.
