Holding onto something which is never really going to happen – that itself is one of the saddest feelings a person can experience. The saddest part is that deep down we already know it’s never really gonna happen, but still we hold that hope inside us.
Why??
Because it is common. It is human. We all do it.
Everything is going to happen in a way which has already been written somewhere, even if we cannot see it. Sometimes I wish I could get those written documents, so that I could somehow stop myself from holding onto a hope that is only hurting me. Because life will always bring things into our lives some things that make us happy, some that make us sad, and mostly things that teach us something. And the same goes for the people who enter our life: some of them are meant to stay forever, and the rest will stay only for some time.
We all agree on this, but still there are some things we cannot let go mentally.
And here comes the sad part: we never even wish for something like that to come into our lives. Those moments, those people, that connection it comes to us in an unexpected way, without any warning. And it leaves us in the exact same unexpected way. It arrives quietly, stays beautifully, and goes silently… leaving us confused.
As I mentioned, everything teaches us something. But if something is happening to teach us, then how can we come out of that person or that moment so easily? If it truly came to teach us, then why does the lesson hurt so much?
Is it teaching you something so that you never look back again?
Is it teaching you not to wish for something with that much hope again?
Because the first time, you hoped and wished with a pure heart. You wanted it to stay with you. You believed in it. You held onto it.
And now you’re expected to move on from something you never even asked for in the first place.
If I could get even 1% chance, I would try with all my ability to keep it with me.
But I know that is never gonna happen.
If it wasn’t meant to stay, why did fate let it feel so real
