Hi, have you ever feel loved by someone? or have you being treated special? Yes, I have by my parents, my brother, my sister, my best friends. But have you ever felt that way by someone special? I mean, a guy?
I’m just thinking about fall in love. Is that easy like people said? For me, it’s hard or I’m just have not felt it yet?
But still fall in love is two people, two brains who complements each others. You have always share your feelings, your happiness, your sadness, your time and other stuff. How can someone make time for others just because they want to share their activities of the day? Why? What if your partner is tired, but you still want to keep telling your story? And if you are tired, do you want to stay awake to listen to his story?
People around me know that I’m interested in a guy. His smile, his eyes, his height, his hair, his attitude, the way he talks with other people, the way he looks at and listens to people, the way he’s good at sports, the way he walks, the way he behaves towards children. I can see that he is pure. But deep down in my heart, I am only attracted to him-that’s not love, right? I haven’t even talked to him clearly, like just the two of us. But I am already attracted? What does that mean?
And if those things are just attraction, then how does love work? What does it feel like to have butterflies fluttering in your stomach like romance writers say? What does it feel like for your heart to race? What does it feel like when sadness disappears just by seeing him?
Oh my God, the more I think about it, the more questions spin in my head. So far, what I feel is just attracted to someone, nothing more than that. Or maybe I’m just not letting people hurt me? So is it my self-defense? But I’m too curious-how does love work? Can I feel it? Can I feel loved by someone? Can I?
