5 Reason You Can’t Stop Thinking About Him After He Cheated On You
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“Sorry babe, something came up last minute, we’ll have to reschedule our dinner tonight.”
This is the third time he’s cancelled our plans this month. I can’t help but think there’s something he’s hiding. So, automatically, I start digging.
First place to go is obviously his Instagram. A tagged photo. Grey herringbone jacket I got for his birthday last year. A hand resting on his forearm that wasn’t mine. A gallery I didn’t even know existed, because he was supposed to be “stuck at work”. I am unsure if she knew I existed. Or maybe this photo was a clue she left for me to discover it myself…
With the amount of information available online now, it amazes me how anyone still has the audacity to cheat.
And yet, I can’t seem to walk away from this man, whose heart is no longer mine, I am not sure if I was more upset about the fact that he is doing this to me, or my inability to leave after I found out.
Knowing didn’t make the wanting stop. If anything, it made it louder. So I sat with that — the humiliating, illogical, very human fact of still thinking about him — and this…
