this silence you’ve left inside me…
Your memories have settled in my heart
like a name etched deep in crimson ink upon my soul…
Whether you were ever mine or not —
you broke every bond that once existed.
Even if I try, I know I won’t be able to forget you,
whether you wish it or not —
you will always find your way back into my thoughts.
My heart refuses to accept
that there will be a dark night
where every dream belongs only to you —
yet you won’t be there.
That first ray of morning light
whispered a quiet truth —
that everything in my world
began with you… and ended with you.
I hold a silent complaint against God,
for He heard every unspoken prayer of mine —
even those tears I hid from the world,
and yet… He chose to silence them into sleep.
You made me do things
I never even had the courage to imagine.
I wanted to tell you everything,
but then I paused —
you felt too divine, almost like God…
why would you ever understand my pain?
And yet, you too made a human mistake,
through human ways —
you took away something that was mine…
my right to live, to feel whole.
How do I even begin to express
this silence you’ve left inside me…
With just one moment,
you shattered every dream I ever held.
And maybe someday, I’ll learn to live with this quiet ache…
but until then —
in every dark night and every fragile dream,
it will always be you… even in your absence. 💫
