Two things that I just realized that’s really important lately. In this chaotic world listening to our mind seems like seeing a Sunday market. Busy, crowded, people come and go choosing the things that they like.
My life has been so different this past year. Not because I change myself, but the environment affects me. Something that I can’t explain. But, it was good,fun and full of blessings inside. I lost my old friend, I met someone new, I learned from them.
Through this past cycle of life. I choose to be brave and never surrender. Then what did I get? Once I thought I got nothing, until I realized I got everything I wanted. Everything I prayed for. Those things made me feel more than who I am. I never expect it.
One moment, when I am going to sleep I talk with myself. Can I just have a moment to not wake up the day after? I know it’s funny but I have no idea what to do but it was a moment that I am so exhausted from this life. What happens next is right in the morning I wake up. I saw some notifications from someone that told me if my presence means a lot. In a moment I just paused. Like, really paused.
It felt like the universe was answering me in the most unexpected way. Right when I questioned my existence, someone reminded me that my presence matters.
And somehow… that was enough.
Not to fix everything. Not to suddenly make life easy. But enough to make me stay.
I realized maybe life isn’t always about having everything figured out. Maybe it’s about surviving the days we thought we couldn’t, and slowly learning how to live them again.
I’m still tired sometimes. I’m still learning. But now I know…
Even in the chaos, even when my mind feels like that crowded Sunday market. There are still moments, people, and feelings that quietly remind me why I’m here.
And maybe…
that’s more than enough 💛
